Parole che vorrei avere scritto io

Oggi ho ricevuto un piccolo dono di Alda Merini. Non scrivo che a me stessa le frasi degli altri di solito, me le appiccico in giro se mi hanno fatto pensare.
Ho letto questi versi e ho pensato a mia madre.
Vorrei così tanto dedicarglieli, ma di più.
Vorrei proprio averli scritti io.



"Mia madre aveva la mappa completa
del mio dolore
che ora tutti divorano con avidità
perché con infuocato livore
mi invidiano."

al mattino presto

al mattino presto, quando suona la sveglia.
la stanza è sospesa. L'attesa.
il tessuto dei pensieri è sabbia mobile.
materia molle.
I sogni vanno verso il fondo
mentre scendono
si impastano di ossigeno.

Angels. Vista al microscopio, ogni riflessione è regolare

Reflection. It is of two kinds--diffuse and regular.
Diffuse reflection is the kind by which we ordinarily see objects. It gives us information about their shape, size, color and texture. Regular reflection is mirrorlike. We don't see the surface of the mirror; instead, we see objects that are reflected in it. When light strikes a mirror at an angle, it is reflected at the same angle. In diffuse reflection, light leaves at many different angels. The degree of surface roughness determines the proportion of diffuse and regular reflection that occurs. Reflection from a smooth, polished surface like a mirror is mostly regular, while diffuse reflection takes place at surfaces that are rough compared with the wavelength of light. Since the wavelength of light is very small (about 5,000 A), most reflection is diffuse.... Viewed microscopically, all reflection is regular. The appearance of diffuse reflection is due to the many different angles that light rays encounter when they strike a rough surface. The reflection of each single ray is regular--that is, it is reflected at the same angle at which it strikes the surface. A fairly smooth surface, such as that of a glossy vinyl raincoat, shows both diffuse and regular reflection, the relative proportions depending on the angle of the incident light. But a rough surface, such as that of a tweed coat, shows only diffuse reflection. It has no "shiny" surface.